I hold formal training in trauma recovery modalities, but part of what I bring to the room is my own lived experience. I’ve lived through the disorientation of leaving a belief system. I know what the weight of complex trauma and the sense of overwhelm feels like. Like you, I have had to live through disorienting times that have challenged my belief system. I’ve come to realise that I can’t delete my past wounds, but to learn to live with them with spaciousness and compassion.